I’ve always experienced the world really intensely, and it’s always been difficult for me too feel like I blend in. If it wasn’t for my YouTube channel, I don’t really think I would be as self-assured as I am today. I got to connect with so many people who feel the same way that I do.

In my lifetime, so many people have tried to gaslight me and make me feel like what I was experiencing wasn’t real. It still happens all the time even though I have a career revolving around the gifts that so many people claim don’t exist… It’s really interesting how people will tell me stuff is all in my head, but then at the same time come to me in the their darkest hours. I’m beginning to think that it’s not that people don’t believe in the other side, is that they’re afraid of our gifts because we could see right through them, or they just fear what they don’t understand😌

I am happiest I’ve ever been don’t get me wrong (just putting me first), but it’s still difficult to be sensitive and I think it always will be. Do not feel the need to diminish / hide your gifts OR your sensitivities, just ask God and your angels to help you protect yourself more from other peoples toxicity. And if you are someone who is strong, don’t forget to protect the sensitive souls out there!

Side note: You don’t have to believe in what I believe in, that’s not what I’m referring to. I’m just talking about people not really understanding our gifts / sensitives and the struggle it is to fit in & pick up on peoples energies constantly

And for my sensitive souls out there, I know the world is not built for people like us. But we have to work together to keep shining our light.

Also photo credits to @hollyon.holiday

For George being such an celebrity, he never likes to pose for a photo!

Now is George just a big cat? Or am I just a small person? The answer is both LOL. People always surprised to see how big he is! Big personality for a big cat.

This is my living room.. where the videos happen lol & where I attempt to do my hair and makeup 🤣❤️❤️❤️

George is a Taurus sun. Gemini moon !! My chart for those who ask.. cancer rising. Aquarius sun. Virgo moon. Mars Leo. Mercury Aquarius. Venus Capricorn

Sooo have something to say. As I grow and go through life, I realize that people can be so shady. I’m all about supporting both men and woman and just making sure everyone’s is good. But there is something strange that I noticed… I realized some of the biggest haters are actually men when they feel rejected or don’t get their way. I am dead tired of men trying to bring down women! While I was out and about with some of my male friends, some guy really had the nerve to try tell my friend to ditch me because “I may be a pretty girl but there is 20 more at the next spot” because I didn’t want to talk to him…SMH.

Women are not objects. If we reject you, we deserve the same amount of respect as men to just enjoy our life. Why is it that a man can go out and enjoy after a long day of work but when women do it we can be judged so harshly, and subjected to harassment if we don’t pay you mind? I earned my place in life just like the rest of us.

I know my spiritual men are not like this btw I see y’all but I know my post mainly reach woman. I just went to let you guys know that people will try to bring you down the more confident you are, take it with a grain of salt. This hasn’t been the first incident, just fresh on my mind from the night & an example.

And another thing too I have had past exes and whatnot that judged my love for going out. Some of us just like to dance and enjoy life. Believe is it not, NONE OF WHAT I DO IS FOR MALE ATTENTION OR VALIDATION. I don’t need it 🤚 . If you want to chat or get to know me that’s cool, but RESPECT me PERIOD. Anyone who knows me knows I love chatting with everyone 😊

By the way I do love men, I’m just talking about a particular type, A lot of you are amazing and great people and I love you to death.

This full moon is intense! Who is feeling it ? I feel my mind and intuition working in overdrive rn lol.

Soooo as you all know, I’m always trying to constantly improve myself, and understand the world around me so that I can be the best influence I can be. You guys always say that inspire you, and that really touches my soul. Honestly my philosophy in life has just been to do what I enjoy, and treat everyone respectfully. However, not everyone will have that same mindset. Sometimes things get difficult.

I feel that I’ve gone through a lot of losses, at this point of my life I am still constantly challenged. The way I rationalize it is that, when you grow and change, so does your world around you. If you are bettering yourself your reality is going to reflect that.

So embrace these changes as difficult as it can be. Sometimes we see these changes as losses, when in reality they are wins!! Get ready for some intense changes, I had an epiphany about the next step I’m going take in life. What about you guys?

Also, I’m gonna do a video on Patreon today (link!) about this full moon an Sagittarius! And on top of that we got a retrograde coming in so be prepared for some ghost from the past challenging your outdated beliefs!!

Also LOL funny things keep happening like my eyelash lady ghosted me but then I found a better one so thanks angels 🤚

So I’m back on my posting mode. It’s okay to have hermit moments. Just make sure to come out of your shell as well! Tbh, I used to put so much stress and pressure on myself for NO REASON. Now when shit doesn’t go my way.. I’m like WHATEVER.

Btw, the universe really kicked my ass and made sure things really didn’t go my way. Nothing got better until my mentality did. Happiness is a state of mind. Life has ups and down always. Don’t think of happiness or success as a destination. Enjoy your life in the here and now!

“Be young, be dope, be proud. Like an American”

-Lana del Rey

I just did a small social media detox! 🙌 I feel like we don’t even notice how much we are opening and closing these apps.

Since my job is on social media I find it very hard to unplug. (I had my friend take these pictures I left my phone off) since I had a lot of stressful stuff happen with the scammers etc, I feel I was on my phone more checking to make sure everything okay. But from now on I’m like f it. I can relax and not worry about what’s going on in the work for one second! And sometimes when toxicity happen we are glued to it, instead of taking it as a sign to detach. Okay universe I see you.

I’m just trying to enjoy life and get out of my head. & improve my workaholic ways! Also you guys may notice I’m not uploading as much on YouTube. I just am taking as much time as I need and listening to my body!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! WE MADE IT!

When I was younger I always was searching for a way to feel understood. People always ask me why am I spiritual? Well I’ve always been a feeler, I’ve always been weird & felt like I didn’t belong in this world, and I took to spirituality to figure out why I felt so different (and other means as well like personality types – I’m infp!).

Even at the age of 25 I still sometimes feel very alone. Every time I go through a dark times, I pour myself into my work and my art. I genuinely feel if I can make people feel less alone in the world, that I am doing my job. And also my dream is to inspire others towards their goals and dreams. There’s a part of me that still holds back things I want do because I’m afraid of being misunderstood. I just realized if I keep thinking that way I’m never truly going to be happy.

This is the year I have to go after the things I truly want in life. Life is not always going to be easy. Especially for us who feel everything it’s hard to decipher what is us and what is everything else. I’m beginning to pour my heart out a little bit more to people and open up to you guys because I think it’s important for everyone to see.

2020 has been a really rough year, I’ve dealt with a lot of loss. Losing my business Instagram was actually really tough for me. Because I spent 3 years with post for you guys. Also it’s hard being away from the people I spent the most time with in 2020.. but I also learned to be self sufficient 100%. I trust my angels have better plans for me. And if I don’t live by my words then I’m a hypocrite.

Also I learned that the world isn’t a scary place, yes it’s filled with hurt people but it’s also filled with amazing big hearted people just like the ones who follow me. Thank you guys for accepting me as I am. I plan to be more open in 2021 and 100% myself 🥰🙌 my sensitivities will no longer control my life. But dam these energies are heavy lately 😆😑😃

Hey guys I’m still alive! I know I haven’t been posting as much (lots of things going on, & recovering from being sick). I have a message for you all I felt like I should put it here.

I don’t know who needs to hear this.. but don’t give up! The energies are very intense right now. Whoever hurt you- That person did not deserve you! Do not let others make you feel less then. Stop letting people manipulate you into giving your life to them, & dimming your light.

I’m sick and tired of the toxicity that goes on in the world- but that won’t stop me from spreading my light!.. Even after obstacles in my way, and I losses- I KEEP GOING and so can you! Life is a series of ups and downs. The lessons and the people you touch along the way is what’s most important❤️. Let’s not loose touch with, god, your angels, or whatever drives you. This is the end of a tough cycle for a lot of us. LETS REST REVIVE AND HAVE FAITH!

Btw thanks guys for 300k on TikTok! I’m starting a lot of new projects and I’m super excited about this. DON’T focus on what is gone, focus on what you can create. 🙌✅❤️🥺👑

New December predictions video on Patreon!